Hey guys, sooooo like... I am not sure if I am a good wife or not. But today my husband had gotten a call from someone within the Post Office chain, and the job he had applied for ASAP, the one that we have been waiting to hear back from for awhile. The one they said was first come first served. Well, he was told that they offered the job to some other lady, even though she already has so many other office offerings that have been given to her. I really hope that she doesn't take his position. We really need this, HE really needs this, for his mental health especially and even physical health.
Now onto why I felt like an awful failure of a wife? I often try to comfort through doing dumb things, or trying to see the better side of things. And last night I think i just wasn't sure how to cope with the fact that I felt like i wasn't getting through to him at all... After awhile we talked things out and everything is fine, but i just worry... I only want him to be happy, genuinely. And i only want us to be financially secure, I've never had stability in my whole life and i guess i just get.. scared?? Idk... We'll just see what happens.