I want to scream... I'm chronically ill, being so means that a lot of shit in my body either just doesn't want to function at all, or correctly. It means that I'm extremely sensitive to A LOT of things, if not just about everything. It also means that my teeth are extremely brittle, and I get cavities and decay that happens quite fast. Currently dealing with that on my bottom right tooth, and i want to fucking cry. Currently don't have insurance, and have to wait for open enrollment in November. So, anything I had lined up for me. Including possible surgery for my endometriosis, PT for my dysfunctional pelvic floor, Surgery to get rid of my kidney stones that are blocking my uterin track, and of course dental among so many other things I don't have the energy to list right now.
I want it to be november now... All i can do is just keep brushing my teeth, using mouthwash as best I can, yay for executive dysfunction making life even more difficult. And manage any pain that might pop up as best as I can. I haven't been doing much with my site the passed couple days because my health has been... Dragging me down greatly. So, I might take a few days to try and recouperate, I need some days of rest before It drives me insane... Because i don't know what to do anymore. And right now we're just twiddling our thumbs waiting for disability to come through too. I'm so exhausted I haven't slept...