I been gone for awhile because I've been dealing with a lot of personal issues, mainly my health and my mother dying. I've been coping through throwing myself into virtual reality. Is it healthy? Probably not, but it's what is currently keeping me going right now. I'm even working in unity to try and make my own vr projects to import into vrc. We'll see how it turns out. On a semi-positive, it's my birthday tomorrow, I'll be turning 31. I feel so old, even though realistically 31 is young, yet we perceive it as "old". What truly counts as being "old" anymore. I say it's once you reach a point where you are shriveled, basically a grandparent, 80s and 90s maybe? But even then you can be young at heart. young and old can be subjective depending on a person's mindset and how they take care of themselves, or how their genes treat them. I mean, people think I'm 19 years old or in my early 20s when I am not. And I sure as hell don't feel like it. That's being chronically ill for ya.
My mother ended up going to the hospital earlier today, she had a really bad UTI and was severely dehydrated. Weird given all she ever drinks is water, same as me basically unless I treat myself every now and then. But she is out of the hospital now, so all we have to do is wait for her appointment with her kidney doctor on the 30th.
In more news, I got two letters from Social Security about my disability, and I have two appointments to go to. One of them on the 31st of this month, a physical appointment, and the other the beginning of June, a telehealth appointment. They need more info in regards to my disabilities, so I'm a bit anxious about that, I never do well socializing, especially with officials... So, wish me luck. Aside that, just been doing my best to hang in there until we can get insurance again in November. Woo...